Praying you have a blessed day! I have several phone calls to make today and I ask your prayers that I might be successful in what I need to do!!
Just watched the 2 hour season finale of Downton Abby. WOW!! Amazing how they tied up the ends of the strings of situations.. that writer is really good... and the end? almost made me cry, those two hand in hand... I can only wish! lol I can't wait to receive my entire 4 seasons on DVDs that I get from supporting the station.. I want to go back to the beginning before the war, electricity, motor cars, etc. Will be fun to see those again..
One day the past will release me from it's grip of grief.... I know it will. Every year the pain is less and the memories not quite as vivid... but they still haunt me. At around 6 pm tonight it will be 3 years since my beloved Oscar died! At times it seems like such a long time ago and yet on these reminder days it seems like just yesterday ... or today! When I got up this morning I felt good and yet something was hanging over me as a cloud.. it didn't take long to remember what this day signifies. So I will allow myself to feel the grief, to take the day 'off' if that is what I need as nothing is that important.... but maybe later I'll throw off this cloak of sadness and be able to feel good again.. I know this grief is as much a blessing as any other I will have today... I do know that my 10 years with Oscar WAS a blessing and I'll always be so grateful for them!
As productive as yesterday was...... today was twice as unproductive! Really felt 'out of it' and 'space cadet' Managed to cook a little, did dishes a little, took care of the kids a little, read a little, watched taped olympics but really felt wierd! Tomorrow is another day and I will wake up and feel awesome again! Temp in the house got up to 72!! But tomorrow night I will have to turn on the heat I think, it will be freezing, down to 32, on Wednesday am... sure because I have to go visit my princess! lol and it's supposed to be rainy to boot! does that mean freezing rain? chit.
Off to bed soon... am out of my Maletonin so probably won't sleep much tonight, but I might get lucky