Tuesday may be my last chance to figure out why I haven't been feeling well. I'm praying that it's something that they can fix so I can live my life again eh?
Just watched Driving Miss Daisy! I love that movie. However, it makes me yearn for the simpler life we had back then... oh not the prejudices, but how people had respect. A woman would not think about going to the store without wearing a dress and a hat! Not to show off, but to show respect for ourselves. RESPECT! A word that a whole generation, if not 2, has no concept of. I find that very sad.
My daily blessings and joys are simple. Sitting here with my two furbabies beside me, such great company. Looking out the front door and watching the birdies at the feeder. Having the window open so I can hear their song. I read this morning.. "Birds don't sing because they have the answer, they sing because they have a song" Lovely
When I'm not immersing myself in books and movies, I immerse myself in contemporary Christian music. It fills my heart with hope and love and the knowledge that God loves me. That I am in good hands and I WILL be okay no matter what!
I just wish I had more energy, more stamina, so I could do the things around here I need to do and want to do.
Even attending the ballgames can some days be an effort. And so far I haven't been able to stay very long. Those games give me such JOY! All those people who love me... how blessed am I?
If I could just get my car fixed. I would take a trip to visit with my sister. I really need a sister 'fix' badly. A hug from her truly makes me feel better eh?
I'm heading for the kitchen to wash up the dishes and then I will be laying down to rest and read. And will cuddle with my babies. If I didn't have them I doubt I would get out of bed.
This morning I got up, peed, had our 'good morning' kissing and loving time with them and let them out. Fed them when they came in and went back to bed for another half hour. I get plenty of sleep so why do I feel so fatigued? God only knows and He isn't telling me.... yet!
When I think about Heaven, about all the love there, no pain, no exhaustion, no meds, no aches and pains....... oh how I long for that! As much as I am ready to go be with my Lord, I truly do not want to leave this life.
God knows best..... and I trust and love Him with all my heart.